Thought of the day...

Why, when people disagree wholeheartedly with something you are doing, do you push even harder? Yet, when people think its great and seem to be looking for ways to help you, do we let go?

Seriously. It is the story of my last two weeks. I feel like I am running in blind circles right now. I know the end result either way, yet I can't seem to just take a single path and finally get to the result. Probably cause I don't like the result, and me being me, I feel like there is still time to change it.

On another note, I will be sending out Seminary application #2 this week and then finally starting on #3. Hopefully I can close these out before life get's too crazy. It is still crazy early, but I know that once class starts the last thing I want to do is try to write another essay, especially one as important as these are. It has been really interesting though. I have found out so much about myself over the last few months, especially the times I was writing essays, that I really don't think I would have learned any other way. I may complain sometimes about the essays, but I understand 100% why I have to write them. Very exciting :)

That's it for now. Once I can actually form these thoughts flying around in my head I might write some more.