On the way home tonight I got thinking about the different things in my life. My conclusion? Life is GREAT! I have some incredible friends in all areas of my life, I am doing what I love (or rather getting back to it), and have some crazy plans for the next few years that are really exciting and things that I never planned for during the last 21 years.
Then I realized the biggest reason I get down on myself. I have a blog and use it regularly, but it is always venting. When I get upset about something going on with one my friends or a conversation or a class, I go to that blog and vent. Yes, it is good to vent, but it helps when it isn't all the time and when more than 2 people have access to those vents. I think that was the biggest problem as well... only two people knew about it and I am pretty sure neither one really followed (with reason) so it really did me no good and gave me even more reason to just let loose.
SO... this blog is going to be where I put my thoughts. Good and bad. I really think this is what will finally help me let go a few things (when you continually complain about them, it is really hard to let them go) and really appreciate the good things in life. I am generally a very happy person, and I want to be able to keep that going :)
Be warned though that things may sometimes take the "churchy spin" because that is a MAJOR factor in my life and I will not hold back when I get on a thought. I am applying to seminary and want to be a youth minister so there will probably be a whole lot of that. This is not to turn anyone away, but it is basically to tell you to save your breath if later on you don't like what I am talking about. I really want to hear comments and opinions, but know that if you start complaining about the mere fact that I am talking about God, then I won't apologize.
For now, I am going to get going and review my lesson for tomorrow. Lots of thoughts coming your way though! Be excited... or bored. Either one works for me!
God Bless!
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